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I am a 25 year old fresh IT grad searching for a career in a highly competitive market. At the moment I spend most of my life in front of my laptop. The internet is my currency to the world while I have none to spare ($$$). Read my thoughts and opinion. My triumphs and my breakdowns. I do not seek to inspire or beg to be praised. Simply my honest takes and I am all there is. |
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Thursday, November 18, 2004
.::dengarlah keluhanku::.
.::dengarlah keluhanku::.
i dragged my sleepy ass to school again today coz i am forced to. i hate school. i cant take it. it sux. everyone above us are like dictators. i feel like a slave. forced to work for them without pay. this life is..ughhh..no use complaining anymore. i jz hafta live thru this for another like six dreadful months before i think of the next turn to take in life.
so i took the bus at 9am onli. yes veri late. coz duh im so not looking forward to going to school but i haf to, u noe. so anyway, i took 61 and i saw this vandalism written wif navy blue marker on the back of the seat in front of me. it was written so neatly in capital letters, so i took the pleasure of reading it. here's wad it said:
"CRUSH THE UGLY HEAD OF COMMUNISM
REMOVE THE LEE FAMILY FROM POWER
SEIZE THE FREEDOM AND WEALTH WE DESERVE"
hah, another unhappy political citizen, i thot. so what the heck, i dun care abt politics. ive mentioned this before in one of my previous entries: as long as i haf a roof on my head and food on the table, i dun care hu rules the world. simple as that. anyway i quoted this line from the bus coz its so strong. however allow me to make a comment. if u need to use such powerful words to speak to the people about the government, dun engrave it on the back of a public bus seat lah, veri little ppl wd notice. why not spray big words on public buildings, bus stops, taxi stands..ok that was meant to be sarcastic.
i want to do something else now. im sick of school. im sick of final year project. its so stressful. i hate it when im not myself. i like to be cheerful and happy. i wana be wif my family. i wana go out shopping, haf fun, laughing wif my best friends under the sun. *sighs*
i havent been spending time wif God either. im so distressed. i jz keep mostly to myself lately. i dun spend much time wif my family or God. sinz im not feeling veri much myself im afraid i mite hurt ppl. so i like to be left alone.
dengarlah keluhan ku wahai tuhan ku
apakah salah hambamu
kembalikan lah sinar kehidupan ku
inikah dugaan dariMu semata mata
ampunilah daku..
so i took the bus at 9am onli. yes veri late. coz duh im so not looking forward to going to school but i haf to, u noe. so anyway, i took 61 and i saw this vandalism written wif navy blue marker on the back of the seat in front of me. it was written so neatly in capital letters, so i took the pleasure of reading it. here's wad it said:
"CRUSH THE UGLY HEAD OF COMMUNISM
REMOVE THE LEE FAMILY FROM POWER
SEIZE THE FREEDOM AND WEALTH WE DESERVE"
hah, another unhappy political citizen, i thot. so what the heck, i dun care abt politics. ive mentioned this before in one of my previous entries: as long as i haf a roof on my head and food on the table, i dun care hu rules the world. simple as that. anyway i quoted this line from the bus coz its so strong. however allow me to make a comment. if u need to use such powerful words to speak to the people about the government, dun engrave it on the back of a public bus seat lah, veri little ppl wd notice. why not spray big words on public buildings, bus stops, taxi stands..ok that was meant to be sarcastic.
i want to do something else now. im sick of school. im sick of final year project. its so stressful. i hate it when im not myself. i like to be cheerful and happy. i wana be wif my family. i wana go out shopping, haf fun, laughing wif my best friends under the sun. *sighs*
i havent been spending time wif God either. im so distressed. i jz keep mostly to myself lately. i dun spend much time wif my family or God. sinz im not feeling veri much myself im afraid i mite hurt ppl. so i like to be left alone.
dengarlah keluhan ku wahai tuhan ku
apakah salah hambamu
kembalikan lah sinar kehidupan ku
inikah dugaan dariMu semata mata
ampunilah daku..
posted at 9:52 AM